Friday, May 09, 2003

The Daily Crap

Ugh. i got home at 3 am. 3am! after leaving my aunt's place at 12am. wanna noe y? read on.
anyway, left my aunt's place arnd 12, rushing to catch the last train home, which leaves amk station at 12.26am. so me happily walking to the mrt station, when i suddenly bump into my junior from sec sch. asked him y he was out at so late an hour, and he told me he was at a fren's place till 11+, n apparently he missed the last bus to clementi. so kind me, stayed for a while to reassure him. den after a while, i offered to help him flag a cab n explain his plight to (hopefully) a sympathetic cab uncle and allow him to go home first and get his mom to pay. so a cab comes along, n me utilising my famed(=p) persuading skills n charm, the cabbie agrees to take him. n with a wave he's gone. so lil' old me, happie to have done a good deed, walks on to the mrt station to catch my train home(with feeling of dread in me). so i get out my fone to check on the time, n these four numbers stare back at me(i tink they were laffing at me):12.32 ARGH!!! i missed the damn last train!!! talk about bang1 ren2 hai4 ji3 (help ppl sabo self)!!! =(... started tinking of how was i gonna get home, not enuff money to take cab. den i called glenn. coz he got bicycle, can take and cycle home. he said the bike was with michael, so i called him. n he, REFUSED. gave me crap like was late lah, dangerous lah all tt crap. as if i have much choice loh. den he offered to pass me cash to take cab home. but i refused. coz i not the type to accept favours loh, especially monetary favours.. ya lah.. im stubborn i admit..kinda pissed with him loh, not as if i some 3 yr old kiddo tt got no experience of cycling at nite. not as if i cant take care of myself loh. he even smsed me after i din answer his call, saying tt he got final offer for me. said tt he will give me 20 bucks as a "bdae gift" but the bike's definitely outta the question. fine loh. din even bother to reply. glenn den called me, offered to put me up for the nite, declined lah, din wanna trouble him. so i told him i'll find some way home. so i decided. im gonna take the least viable option, and most primitive. i decided to WALK home. yeap u saw it, WALK. JALAN. ZOU3. all the way from amk to sembwang. yes go ahead. i noe u guys are laffing ur head off. walking's not tt bad lah actually, u can think about stuff on the way.(its a long walk for goodness's sake) so i started walking at 1am. den i started thinking. hahaha... i was actually searching for smth to tink about. hahaha.. i started to tink abt smth tt's close to my heart. relationships( mine lah duh). wad else.. hahaha.. actually, i kinda find tt, being single's not tt bad! i've been single longer den i've been attached, n im still fine n dandy. so y brood so much?! (elise, i noe tt i always moan abt being alone and all tt, juz bear with me yar? =p) i actually have alotta freedom! i can flirt, i can buaya (yes yes aaron, im buaya) i can do so much stuff! with no worries! hahaha! hmm.. i kinda xiang3 tong1 abit oso. realised tt in ur life, there'll be many ppl u will like, and wud like to be with them for the period of time when u like them. but, there'll be only one person u will love. n u wud wanna be with the person for the rest of ur life. and u long for the day where u can tell the person tt u 've been with her longer den u've not. how sweet tt sounds eh? so, i like ppl, (especially girls =D), but i love a person. =) dun bother asking me who, go find out urself.=p (nope its not a guy dun worry) hahaha.. hmm.. i dun reali need someone with me now anyway. i feel more comfortable with myself hahaha.. im kinda a loner? hmm... there was this nice cabbie who offered to give me a lift at no charge at lentor avenue, but i refused lah.. proud/stubborn/guai lan me again. he was real nice though. haha i reached yishun at 2.30am, den remembered i was supposed to wake elise up. sorry elise, abit the late i noe. =p. hahaha elise sounds so cute when she's juz awakened! hehe.. the grogginess/mumbling/blurness's juz too amusing! hahaha.. okok. shudn't be teasing u on my blog. since i already tease u alot on msn and irc. hahahaha... hmm.. reached sembawang at arnd 3, got myself a drink at 7-11 and walked home. im so proud of myself! i actually walked home! hahahahaha.. i was actually wondering if i had the mental resolve to do it. fatigue does funny things to ur mind u see. physically no probs lah... sure can. =p but my legs' aching! =(.. someone massage for me pls.. hehe.. hmm.. its nearly 7am! i shud be in bed.. im damn tired liao.. i need the rest. my legs fricking need it too! shall sign off now.. cya bloggie! cheers!