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cos i miss you.
miss vb. (tr.) regret the loss or absence of
the more i learn

the more my heart

and there's nothing you can do about it.


Monday, September 01, 2003

Weird

weird weird weird. adj. 2. odd, strange. a feeling familiar to me. especially at night. especially now. why do i feel this way? i shouldn't be feeling this way. its not right. morally and rationally speaking. its just not right. why?whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy?
why the hell is this happening to me? i just ended one and im fucking contemplating of gunning for another? what the fuck i am tinking? is this normal? jeslyn says it is and tells me not to worry. is it? is it? am i normal? am i trying to convince myself that this's normal? or am i trying to convince myself to believe that's this's fucking normal for me? this's gotta be a fucking joke. someone just shoot me.



lun @ 2:33 AM

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