Sunday, May 27, 2007

i dreamt of you last night, one of the many short and sweet dreams about you i've had in the past month. dreams i never get enough of and always leave me wanting to go back to sleep in the hope of dreaming more. perhaps i shouldn't worry about missing you, since when i do i can just close my eyes and go to sleep and dream of you. and in that short span of time i can make believe you're right there beside me.

and when circumstances do not allow me to sleep i can simply unlock my mind for the many memories of you, of both past and present, of the many stunts you pull and of the joy you've brought to me. and then i smile, for i know that no one else but you can make me feel the way i do.

its funny how you make me happy. there's so much about you that makes me want to give up everything in exchange for a lifetime with you. the cheeky smile after that stunt you pulled the other day, leaving me flustered yet euphoric. the .ham when you sa jiao to get your way with me. the way you make me speak my mind without even having to probe at all. the puss in boots look you gave me the other day, even though it didn't quite come off the way you wanted when i took the picture. and even the times where you smack me and step on my foot just for the fun of it.

and you know what, like i've told you so many times, happiness's a choice. when we choose to be happy, we'll choose to do things that'll make us happy. i'm happy now, because i've chosen to do something that i know will make me happy. some may say i'm being foolish, but what matters for me is the end result. as long as i make it happen i'll do whatever it takes, even if i'm the one that loses in the end. because all i ever want is for you to be happy.