Thursday, November 01, 2007

i don't want to be just friends. and even if i want to, i don't think i can. i can barely stand next to you without wanting to hold you close, and there's a real longing in me whenever i look at you. and each time i talk to you i just want to tell you how much you mean to me. this past week we've been so close yet so far apart, and i've been so happy yet so upset. it simply breaks my heart to watch you walk away after spending time together. each time you walk away it feels like a living piece of me is being torn away from me. i want so much to tell you, "dear, please stay and don't go cos you'll break my heart again." but i just can't get the words out cos i know all i'll get is the inevitable answer. all i ask for is a chance to set things right again, if not, i'll never be able to forgive myself for letting you go. and if you're not happy with him, its about giving yourself a chance too. cos you deserve to be happy and i want to be the one making it so.